"what are u going to do..??"

"what are you going to do???" ;"how are going to manage your time??";"what are you planing to do this year and next year??" my dad ask me.The only thing in my mind is to find job....get the money and spend and save it in the bank....that's what i think..... my mom ask me to take driving test but for me i will take train or bus...;study account.....but I don't feel like taking it....why?? because of the pressure atmosphere. I always feel there is something missing......something that I must do first only can get that??? something I want?? looking for something???....I still dunno what is that thing missing.... maybe is a thing that everyone has , but i don't have....??? T.T